Thursday 20 October 2011

Thursday 20th October 2011

I really missed writing here....am having a very hard time now....too busy with .....lots of commitments..whooshhhhhhhhhh....So many things happened..some are good ..some are bad.....God is the only ONE...that gave me lots of strength  n courage....Tears keep dripping down...if only people know...how hard the obstacles that am facing......

Sometimes I want to give up....but it seems that something on the inner side....of me..said..go on..move on....am living my life to the fullest..trying my best to strive..to please people..to help......but no one knows my heart.....what am always longing for...........huhuhu:((

After thousands.millions time..spent thinking....I closed my delights page in FB..it might be permanent...or it may be temporary..am not very sure of this....It depends on my husbands n son's approval...they seemed not happy with my page...n my tedious bakings n cooking...for customers My small business..had always been a great issue....in my household..for the past few months......They seemed reluctant to help...am left to do everything alone....with no assistants...I think I better stop!! I should stop!!!!

I will survive hiihihhi

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0qy-2huCXM4&feature=related

I will....hihiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiih.....

Monday 3 October 2011

Tuesday 4th October 2011

Woooooo....what a long break I had!! hiihhihi...So long I have never wrote here..am tooooooooooooooo busy..with raya preparations...all these while...whoooosh!!!!

Life had been a busy one...too many things to settle....sending son back to his camp is a routine every weekend....orders keep coming in..Thanks Allah..Amin...:)) Really missed writing here ......will find the best time to jot something nice to read..hihihihihihihihii

Thursday 18 August 2011

My Life Journey: Busyness....Friday 19th August 2011

My Life Journey: Busyness....Friday 19th August 2011: WOW!! Its Friday again....Another busy n hectic day for me...but indeed am happy...Being busy makes me utterly exhausted..but of course it i...

Busyness....Friday 19th August 2011

WOW!! Its Friday again....Another busy n hectic day for me...but indeed am happy...Being busy makes me utterly exhausted..but of course it is satisfying ....and also invigorating....:))) Though sometimes it leads to some fatigue and stress...it is still so rewarding!! Especially now ..when raya mode is on..........am busy..busy busy..............

I believe in one thing..."How we spend our days...is of course...How we spend our lives"

I must learn..learn..learn n learn to keep myself busy...........hihihihihihihihi.......

Lets listen to one of my favourite raya classic.................wooohoooooooooooooo...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gXteUHrX_iQ


Come on get going.....cleaning.n baking continues...Yahooooooooooooooooooooo

Wednesday 17 August 2011

Thursday..............18th Ramadan...

Yahoooooo. happy sesangat...Hari ni...SENDUK TAK SAMPAI KE KUALI..Dapur tutup.......finally abang decided.to dine out tonite.............I love it........its a miracle..At last after 17 th day of fasting.. dapat jugak kelepasan memasak.....suka..suka..suka...........woooo..terbayang...juadah terhidang di depan mata...tak ya masak..wooooooooooo..nikmat...nye....:)))

Jarang dapat berbuka luar time ramadan mcm ni....home food jer hidangan kami sekeluarga..tak kiralah juadah apa..walau hanya smudah masakan maggi tu., sudah cukup baik...kata abang..Ingat lagi pesan arwah mak..nak ikat suami..ikat perutnye je, takya ikat yg lain2.ahahhaha...pasti ari2 dia balik umah.. Ternyata benar..sekali.......da terbukti...Hari2..abg akan balik..dan tanya.."Masak lauk apa hari ni...abg da lapar ni.." ..heheehehhe......

Walaupun pada awal usia perkahwinanku...tak tau masak langsung..kawin jer baru sibuk kol mak,..kol kakak tanya ..nak masak tu mcm mana....smua hancur.....yg paling champion masak sardin je..tu jeeeeeeeeeeeeer...sian abang....kata2 motivasi dia lah..yg buat ..diriku lebih..bersedia nak cuba masak....cuba dan trus cuba....bantuan dari ibu mertuaku tak ternilai harganye....segala apa yg abg suka smua dia...bilang..dan dari mak lah..aku mula mengenal selera suami ku dgn lebih mendalam lagi..........hehehehhehe....tak ternilai jasa mak padaku.....smua ilmu2 masakannye diturunkan kepadaku...

Kadang2 abg berseloroh padaku....dia kata...Lin kalau pergi dulu..abg gali lin dalam kubur..masakkan abg lagi.huhuhu..sedih bila dengar kata2 .ni..walaupun hanya kate2 gurauan dari nye...Gembira bila masakan ku dihargai..dan saat terindah bila suami dan anak..senyap makan...licin pinggan smua..dan ckp sedap..........adoi...happy lah ketika tu...tapi ..kalau kenek kutuk sikit..pasal lauk tu..muka ada sikit lain lah...spatah kata abg takkan nak ..pujian jer..kutukan tak nak..heeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Apapun pengalaman bnyk mengajarku....masak ni..sebenarnye senang..cuma nak kenek rajin cuba..rasa..setiap masakan tu ..kite yg corak dan lentur dia...so nak kenek pandai...mainkan ni smua.................love it..will continue to cook tuk suami..ku..dan satu2 nye anak ku..........mereka berdualah..yg banyk kutuk ..dan support style masakan ku.hingga kini masakan ku da sampai standard kesukaan..mereka berdua,!!  SYUKUR ALHAMDULILLAH!! ................happy sangat2.........................dapat gembirakan mereka......................




Thursday 18th Ramadan

HIDUP DALAM DUNIA NI ADALAH UNTUK BERSYUKUR
BERSYUKUR PADA ORG YG MENYAKITIMU KERANA DIA MENABAHKAN MU
BERSYUKUR PADA ORG YG MENIPU KAMU KERANA DIA YG MENINGKATKAN PENGETAHUAN KAMU
BERSYUKUR PADA ORG YG TAK ENDAHKAN KAMU KERANA DIA YG MEMUPUK KAMU UNTUK BERDIKARI
BERSYUKUR KEPADA ORG YG JATUHKAN KAMU  KERANA DIALAH YG MEMPERHEBAT KEUPAYAAN KAMU
BERSYUKUR KEPADA ORANG YG MENYEKSA KAMU KERANA DIALAH YG MENGUJI KESABARAN KAMU
BERSYUKUR DGN SEGALA UJIAN DARI NYE, KERNA SMUANYE MENINGKATKAN IMAN KAMU.........


Suka sangat kata2 hikmah ni...betol2 berguna tuk jadikan sandaran hidup ku.......:))) Kata2 ni sebagai pendorong ...kuat atas kejayaan yg akan .atau sudah kita dapati...tak kiralah kata2 ni dari seseorang ataupun dari kita sendiri...tapi yg penting .keihklasan untuk berkongsi.........itu jerrrr........





Monday 15 August 2011

Tuesday 16th Ramadan

I love this article..I got this from my good friend cum sister ..Cha...love it....so sad after reading this...really missed my dad..while reading this...wooooooooo..especially when...the festive season is approaching soon....huhuhuhu



Inilah cerita benar. Cerita benar seorang penulis yang Berjaya. Beginilah kisahnya... Entahlah apa yang selalu bermain pada fikiran ayah. Apabila saya ingin pulang kembali ke kota, dia kerap minta duit. Seakan-akan mendesak.... " Ada duit? Minta ayah sedikit.."   Saya masih ingat waktu itu kehidupan saya terlalu sukar. Untuk mendapat seratus ringgit di dalam poket pada satu-satu masa pun payah. Kalau balik kampung selalunya duit yang ada hanya cukup-cukup tambang. Mujurlah, isteri dan anak-anak saya sudah faham. Alhamdulilah mereka 'sporting' dan tidak banyak meragam.   "Emak, ayah asyik minta duit. Bukan tak mahu bagi, tapi saya memang tak ada duit," Bisik saya kepada emak. Emak seperti biasa, berwajah selamba, sukar ditembak reaksinya.   " Bagilah beberapa yang ada," cadang emak pendek. "Takkan 5 ringgit?"   Emak mengganguk. Saya rasa bersalah untuk memberi ayah wang sebanyak itu. Apalah yang boleh dibeli dengan wang 5 ringgit....Tapi kerana tidak mahu menghampakan harapa ayah dan ikutkan cadangan emak, saya gagahi juga memberinya.   Ayah selalunya tersenyum menerima pemberian saya. Tetapi yang mengejutkan ialah apabila kami sekeluarga berada dalam perut bas dalam perjalanan pulang ke kota. Di kocek anak saya sudah terselit wang sepuluh ringgit. Siapa yang bagi kalau bukan ayah? 10 tolak 5, saya masih 'untung' 5 ringgit. Geli hati mengenangkannya.   Begitulah selalunya tahun demi tahun. Apabila kami pulang ziarah ke kampung, saya akan memberi pemintaan ayah. Kengkadang terlupa, tetapi ayah akan selalu mengigatkan. Akhirnya, saya memang sediakan peruntukan khas untuk diberikan kepada ayah setiap kali pulang kampung. Kedudukan ekonomi saya yang masih goyah kekadang hanya mengizinkan wang dua ringgit untuk diberikan kepada ayah. Ironinya, ayah tetap dengan pemintaannya dan tetap tersenyum apabila menerima. Tidak kira berapa jumlahnya. Emak terus-terusan selamba. Saya masih sukar menandingi ketajaman rasa seorang isteri (emak) dalam memahami hati suaminya (ayah).   Begitupun setiap kali dalam perjalanan pulang, kocek anak saya akan jadi sasaran. Kekadang itulah duit pelengkap membeli tiket pulang. Ayah akan setiap memasukkan duit yang melebihi jumlah saya berikan kepadanya. Saya tidak mengambil masa lama untuk memahami apa maksud tersirat disebalik perlakuan ayah itu. Dia meminta wang pada saya bukan kerana 'tidak ada', tetapi dia ada sesuatu yang lebih besar ingin dicapainya atau disampaikannya.   Namun, secara bertahap-tahap buku tulisan saya semakin mendapat sambutan. Bukan itu sahaja, perniagaan yang saya mulakan secara kecil-kecilan semakin membesar. Kalau dulu kami pulang ke kampung dengan bas, tetapi selepas beberapa tahun saya pulang dengan kereta milik sendiri. Saya masih ingat komen ayah ketika saya pulang dengan kereta kecil Kancil milik kami sendiri.   "Nanti, besarlah kereta kamu ini...." ujur ayah senyum.   Apapun saya tetap memenuhi permintaan ayah setiap kali pulang ke kampung. Wang saya dahulukan kepadanya. Dan ayah juga konsisten dengan sikapnya, ada sahaja wang yang diselitkan dalam kocek anak saya.   " Eh tak payahlah ayah..." sekarang saya mula berani bersuara. Ekonomi keluarga sudah agak stabil. Malu rasanya mengambil duit ayah walaupun perantaraan pemberian datuk kepada cucunya. Saya tahu dan sedar, hakikatnya ayah hendak memberi kepada saya sejak dulu, tetapi sengaja atau tidak ingin saya merasa segan, duit diberi melalui anak.   "Kenapa, dah kaya?" usik ayah. Hendak tak hendak, duit dikocek anak tetap diselitkannya. Cuma sekarang bezanya, duit itu tidak lagi 'dikebas' oleh saya. Dan dalam hati, saya mula berasa senang kerana jumlah yang saya berikan kepada ayah, kini sudah melebihi apa yang mampu diselitkan ke kocek anak saya. Tidak semacam dulu lagi, duit pemberian ayah kepada anak saya sentiasa melebihi duit pemberian saya kepadanya.   Masin sungguh mulut ayah. Tidak sampai tiga tahun, kami bertukar kereta!. Di samping menulis, saya menjadi penerbit. Perniagaan semakin rancak. Oleh sebab bilangan anak bertambah dan keperluan kerja yang meningkat saya sudah membeli MPV utuk kegunaan harian. Anak-anak mula menjejak menara gading. Kehidupan semakin laju dan aktiviti semakin rancak. Namun sibuk sekalipun saya tetap pulang menziarahi ayah dan ibu. Anehnya ayah tetap memberi kepada anak saya walaupun kini saya telah dikenali sebagai korporat yang berjaya. Rupa-rupanya, ayah memberi bukan kerana kekurangan atau kelebihan kami, tetapi dia MEMBERI KERANA ALLAH. Mencontohi Allah al-Wahhab itu!   Anda ingin tahu apa pesan penulis itu kepada saya? Ya, mari kongsi bersama :   " Kini aku benar-benar faham bahawa ibu ayah yang tua bukan beban dalam kehidupan di dunia, lebih-lebih lagi dalam kehidupan di akhirat. Mereka bukan 'liabiliti' tetapi sebenarnya aset untuk kita (walaupun istilah itu sebenarnya kurang atau tidak tepat kerana ibubapa bukan benda). Rugi betul siapa yang mempunyai ibu bapa yang telah tua tetapi mengabaikannya.   "memberi kepada ibu bapa hakikatnya memberi kepada diri sendiri. Walaupun itu bukan niat kita ketika memberi, tetapi percayalah rezeki berganda akan pulang kepada kita semula. DOA MEREKA MUSTAJAB. Harapan mereka kenyataan. Kasih mereka bekalan. Benarlah sepertimana sabda Rasulullah s.a.w, keredhaan Allah terletak kepada keredhaan ibu bapa."   Baiklah, inilah sebenarnya rahsia 'perniagaan' yang jarang-jarang diperkatakan oleh tokoh korporat. Juga tidak pernah ditulis dalam mana-mana buku perniagaan. Masih punya ibubapa? MEMBERILAH KEPADA MEREKA. Tidak ada? Tidak mengapa, memberilah kepada anak-anak anda. Tidak ada juga? Memberilah kepada sesiapa sahaja. Kita sentiasa berfikir untuk memberi. Memberi kepada orang lain bererti memberi kepada diri kita sendiri walaupun itu bukan maksud kita ketika mula memberi !

Sunday 14 August 2011

Sunday 14th August 2011

I've got this from Rita's Wall.. I would .love to keep this in my blog.....


Suatu hari, Imam Al-Ghazali berkumpul dengan murid-muridnya lalu beliau bertanya (Teka Teki ) :
Imam Ghazali = ” Apakah yang paling dekat dengan diri kita di dunia ini ?
Murid 1 = ” Orang tua “
Murid 2 = ” Guru “
Murid 3 = ” Teman “
Murid 4 = ” Kaum kerabat “
Imam Ghazali = ” Semua jawapan itu benar. Tetapi yang paling dekat dengan kita ialah MATI. Sebab itu janji Allah bahawa setiap yang bernyawa pasti akan mati ( Surah Ali-Imran :185).
Imam Ghazali = ” Apa yang paling jauh dari kita di dunia ini ?”
Murid 1 = ” Negeri Cina “
Murid 2 = ” Bulan “
Murid 3 = ” Matahari “
Murid 4 = ” Bintang-bintang “
Iman Ghazali = ” Semua jawaban itu benar. Tetapi yang paling benar adalah MASA LALU. Bagaimanapun kita, apapun keadaan kita, tetap kita tidak akan dapat kembali ke masa yang lalu. Oleh sebab itu kita harus menjaga hari ini, hari esok dan hari-hari yang akan datang dengan perbuatan yang sesuai dengan ajaran Agama”.
Iman Ghazali = ” Apa yang paling besar didunia ini ?”
Murid 1 = ” Gunung “
Murid 2 = ” Matahari “
Murid 3 = ” Bumi “
Imam Ghazali = ” Semua jawaban itu benar, tapi yang besar sekali adalah HAWA NAFSU (Surah Al A’raf: 179). Maka kita harus hati-hati dengan nafsu kita, jangan sampai nafsu kita membawa ke neraka.”
IMAM GHAZALI” Apa yang paling berat didunia? “
Murid 1 = ” Baja “
Murid 2 = ” Besi “
Murid 3 = ” Gajah “
Imam Ghazali = ” Semua itu benar, tapi yang paling berat adalah MEMEGANG AMANAH (Surah Al-Azab : 72 ). Tumbuh-tumbuhan, binatang, gunung, dan malaikat semua tidak mampu ketika Allah SWT meminta mereka menjadi khalifah pemimpin) di dunia ini. Tetapi manusia dengan sombongnya berebut-rebut menyanggupi permintaan Allah SWT sehingga banyak manusia masuk ke neraka kerana gagal memegang amanah.”
Imam Ghazali = ” Apa yang paling ringan di dunia ini ?”
Murid 1 = ” Kapas”
Murid 2 = ” Angin “
Murid 3 = ” Debu “
Murid 4 = ” Daun-daun”
Imam Ghazali = ” Semua jawaban kamu itu benar, tapi yang paling ringan sekali didunia ini adalah MENINGGALKAN SOLAT . Gara-gara pekerjaan kita atau urusan dunia, kita tinggalkan solat “
Imam Ghazali = ” Apa yang paling tajam sekali di dunia ini? “
Murid- Murid dengan serentak menjawab = ” Pedang “
Imam Ghazali = ” Itu benar, tapi yang paling tajam sekali didunia ini adalah LIDAH MANUSIA. Kerana melalui lidah, manusia dengan mudahnya menyakiti hati dan melukai perasaan saudaranya sendiri “


Sunday 14th August 2011

Setiap kali antar fiqq balik camp..hati terasa sayu jer......huhuhu..weekend baru jumpa balik...miss him so much lah....Hadoiiiiiiii..Nak kenek lawan2 perasaan sedih ni...whoooshhhhhhhhhhh.....

Happy bila dapat masakkan lauk2 kegemaran dia...seronok tngok dia makan...he really missed my food I know that..cuma ..dia tak tunjuk jer...:((

A very tiring day today..rushing here n there...multi tasking .I should say.............going to have an early nite tonite coz I want to start fresh tomorrow..with more cookies...coming.............!!!!!

Saturday 13 August 2011

Sunday 14th August 2011

Busy.......too busy..I miss my blog.......what to do!!!.I need to catch up with so many things.. ..especially baking.....for my regular customers.....this is my schedule almost every year..baking n baking for the coming celebration.... Though I don't take many orders this year..yet..am still busy too.. One more thing..I must cook............cook n cook..I can never buy outside food..my family against this!!!!!!!!!Whoosh.........so...there's always...intervals in my bakings....I have to stop n cook...only then I can proceed further........heeeeeeeeeeeee........:))))))))))))))))) like I used to do before, am compiling all my cookings in one special album. Ramadan Datang Lagi (2011), here's the link....http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.238199636214322.67290.100000728634364

This 2 weeks had been quite hectic for me..rushing here n there to.get my groceries and also some ingredients for my bakings...Lots of things need to be done..sometimes I feel that I have no time for myself....The only enjoyment I had..is Fbing..that's all!! Fb is the place where I met my friends who had common interest with me...sharing recipes...love it.....Every person that I encountered with is an inspiration  hehehehhe:)))) Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave and impossible to forget!!  My main interest is to obtain as much wisdom as I possibly can throughout my life journey...in life,!!!!

Friday 5 August 2011

6th June 2011

Ramadan ..bulan yg mulia..datang lagi..kadang2 tu rasa sedih sekali...teringatkan mak dgn ayah..yg da tiada hu huhu..mcm sunyi betol hidup tanpa mereka..nasib baik ada kakak.2 ..dan abg2......huhuhu...............Love the time when we were together............sometimes I really miss all my siblings..tapi kite semua sibuk...masing2 ada commitment.........................nasib baik ada talipon heheh..tu jer..yg rapatkan kite..

Wednesday 3 August 2011

3rd August 2011

Woooooo..I seldom write...too busy..really miss my blog...so so so so much..hehhehee...I was  too busy..with all my tight schedule..Orders keep coming in..Alhamdulillah ..rezeki for me...It's just that sometimes I realised..I spent too little time with my family..coz when I prepare my orders....I need full concentration..mostly spent  more time  in the kitchen..I ..missed  them sometimes...hehehhehe..Sometimes I noticed that I dont cook variety meals like before..just enough with one or two dish only..due to my tiredness....I felt that I have done them wrong. I should not do this....whoosh!!

I was wrong..yeah...I have to improve myself..my time management is very bad I guess so!!! thanks to my fb friend Kak zah, Cha n Rita..who always advised me...I owe them a lot..... Last week..I made an announcement in fb to close my delights page for 1 month...I really need to close it..I really need to do something..rest myself n spent more time with my hubby n son.......I cried when I made the announcement....but I have to..I have toooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!

A new phase this fasting month...no.new ..orders just some  cookies for raya specially for regular customers only...I cannot do more...No time to handle with so many orders......I need a break..yeahhhhhhhhhh.....family is first n top priority!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday 21 July 2011

Friday 22nd July 2011

HEY ..ITS FRIDAY...........TIME FLIES..SO FAST.......................
WOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOO..WEEKENDS COMING ..........LOVE IT...!!

I was bored this few days...am trying out recipes...for my orders..it seems that it has been a long time..I never...tried..making this very traditional Kuih lapis...Green Bean Lapis ..I mean...............wooooooooo..am having a tough time...I tried 2 times for practise....am really going to have it perfectly done..cos this is for my customer....

This weekend..I will be too busy with orders....I must plan myself  well..the most important thing..time management ..is very important..I must take into consideration......then my job will go smoothly as planned....!!!!

Tuesday 19 July 2011

20th July 2011

As I go through all kinds of feelings..in my journey through life - delight, surprise, chagrin,dismay....I hold this question as a guilty light.."What do I really need right now to be happy"?

What I come to over n over again is that only qualities as vast n deep as love,connection n kindness will really make me happy in any sort of enduring way......

Happy Wednesday.........am a bit busy today doing some baking practises for my weekend orders....:))))

Thursday 14 July 2011

!5th July 2011

I am seriously having a very very lazy day today…

The funniest thing keeps happening to me on Fridays…I miss place my energy when the sun comes up and I always seem to find it when the sun goes down…I think I have it all backwards…Friday is funny! LOL! hahahhahahahah:)




Friday seems to be the best day of the week..........wooooooooooo..Weekends coming..I have some projects to do..I mean some baking projects..to try n make new recipes..for the coming raya celebrations...need to try out some good recipes gathered from baking books...n friends!!


Was actually not in a good mood today,...I was mad at my son...for coming back late from JB ...he's supposed to be in camp by 730am...n he only managed to return home at 6.00 pm...I really felt like shouting...but I tried my very best to stay cool!!!!!!


I was so sad ..today too..coz I received bad news...Adi's (my son best buddy) father's passed away...We were so shocked to hear this..Poor Adi..I managed to comfort him over the phone...he said that his father suddenly have difficulty in breathing while driving his taxi!!!! Fiqq is trying hard to ask for a leave from his officer to attend the funeral..I will go later too to pay our last respect to Adi's dad!!!!!





Tuesday 12 July 2011

!2TH JULY 2011

Tuesday.............woooooooo..happy Tuesday..but a tiring day...I have orders to complete...lots of housechores to do.........woohoooooooo....but I am happy.........this is my passion ..go ...have to go ..n go ...no turning back......hahahhahaha..:))


While surfing the net today...I found this quote....n I tried to make my own translation ni malay..so meaningful this quote......I loike!!!!!

“Dreams are like stars...you may never touch them, but if you follow them they will lead you to your destiny.”

Impian adalah seperti bintang ... anda tidak akan pernah dapat menyentuh mereka, tetapi jika anda mengekori mereka, mereka akan membawa anda kepada takdir anda."

Destiny...........it will lead to ur destiny...........yeah its true....all is destined...but only upon God's will.....!!!!!

Thursday 7 July 2011

8TH JULY 2011

IT HAS A BEEN A FEW DAYS THAT I HAD NOT  WRITTEN HERE....AM SO BUSY...TOO TIGHT UP WITH MY HEAVY SCHEDULE...WHOOSH..A TOUGH WEEK ...
BUSY COZ MY SON IS HAVING A ONE WEEK HOLIDAY FROM CAMP...PREPARING HIS MEALS ON TIME...MISS HIM SO MUCH...!!!!

TIME FLIES SO FAST..HERE COMES JULY....
AUGUST WILL COME SOON.............BUSY ..BUSY....BUSY...FASTING MONTH IS DRAWING NEAR............
FOLLOWED BY RAYA COOKIES..AND RAYA PREPARATIONS.............ALL IN ONE!!!

Thursday 30 June 2011

Friday !st July 2011

Friday is a special day in itself! You know why? Well, Friday is the last working day of the week (for most of us), Friday is the beginning of a fun filled and relaxing weekend, Friday on the 13th is considered to be the most spooky day, and of course, Friday is the day that gets you into the holiday mood!


I myself was so happy today...a happy day coz weekend is drawing..near..will have more time with my hubby n son...luv it!!!!

Saturday 25 June 2011

Quotes of the Day...25th June 2011

My Care Will Be
In The Heart,
And
Not In Words..
My Anger Will Be
In Words,
And
Not In The Heart !!





I love this quote...this is very true..when we care for a person...we never said it out..instead we kept it in our hear..but when we are angry..all will come out in words...and we cant keep it inside our heart!!!!!!!!!!!!


Am not in a good mood today..seems to get angry over little things...........ermmmmmmmm...cheer up...I really need to cheer up.............woooooooooooooooooooo

Friday 24 June 2011

Saturday...25th June 2011

WOO HOO..!!!!!!!!!!!!Saturday..!!!!!!!!!!!!!Love it......More time with hubby n son....will be extremely busy..but am happy................!!!!!!!!!!

I made a very last minute appointment with my eldest sister....to have a brunch together...I really missed her...so long...we never see each other..because am too busy with my baking orders....so...today is the rite time.....!!We ate n chatted at the same time..so wonderful...life has been lonely eversince our parent were gone....but the bonding in us..is soo great..the 8 of us...(6girls n 2 boys)..maybe ..from young we were never separated....so..closeness played a very important role....!! Respect are always there ...we respect each other....All of us were married...all have responsibilities.but we still have time chatting..with..each other....am so glad that my family is united..this will be an example to all our sons n daughters....hopefully they too will be close like we did....


When we met just now.. I was so ..happy ..laughing gleefuly at my sisters joke..but then came the cough again..but was craving for juices...my sister...advised me not...but I was so suprised when she went to the counter...n ordered me 1 apple juice....she said..take a sip...or she might feel guilty...wooooooooo..thats what sisters are for ya....loving the younger siblings are always in their hearts.....I felt so touched.....!!!!!! Our grocery shopping was geat today....I bought lots of...refrigerated stuffs....Wow...I spent quite a lot...buying ...lots of things but to me...am happy to spend ...worthwhile coz..I can cook for my hubby n son..much cheaper n much saving...rather than lunching out..or having dinner in a restaurant!!!

Thursday 23 June 2011

Friday 24th June...2011

YAHOOOOOOOOOO!!! ..Here comes Friday.......again............am so happy....:))))  My son  managed to come back home yesterday!!!!!!! Am so happy..!! Longer hours...at home....means..I will have more time with him..cooking ..n talking.......wooooooooo..I love it....!!!!!!   I feel great today..I woke up ..damn early.... today ...and managed to cook n do work..so fast...am done with all my chores......am resting and going to do my damn hatred job..Ironing!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate it..but I have to do it......................

I saw this quote today..while I was surfing....
You can't get spoiled if you do your own ironing. 
Meryl Streep..
 Hahahhahaha..its indeed true.........

Am so happy that I finally did my ironing today......the work that I hated most..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday 22 June 2011

23th June 2011

Wet...wet..morning today.........tossing on my bed.........with my lappy...here..typing..hahahahha.....A very cold day today.....nice to lie on the bed a little longer..............felt so happy..when my son called as early as 7am to say that he's okay n managed to complete the long walking exercise..thank Allah..Ameen.........

Thinking...n thinking....I remembered this quote about happiness..so cute..and when I came to think of  it.,.it makes sense...though..........ahhahahahaa.....

"Happiness is like a cat, If you try to coax it or call it,
it will avoid you; it will never come. But if you pay
not attention to it and go about your business, you'll
find it rubbing against your legs and jumping into your
lap."



This is indeed true..we might not know ..when happiness will come...all unexpected....all in Gods hands actually...We always pray for it to comes...but the time is always..unknown............So when it  happens...its a miracle!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




Lying down.........listening to this song ..by Celine Dione...so soothing.............love it.....................


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VMCTpQYqDLI&feature=related

22nd June 2011

I was so tired today...after 2 weeks holiday am back looking after the kids again....It seems that am lazy to cook today..just ..bought some lunch n dinner too!!! Was out today..to attend some appointments n send my FIL to see the heart surgeon..Luckily all goes well............Enjoying buying food for the kids..pastries n cakes..they really enjoyed it........reached home at about...630 pm....we were damn tired..Hazleeq..n me...watch a movie..while waiting for Hazrul to eat dinner together....my son Syafiq n hubby called quite often nowadays....I felt happy when they called....asking me ..what I was doing..so I won't feel neglected n lonely..hahahahaaaahha.....

Am so happy today..Hazrul managed to add some playlist to my blog to make it more livelier n not just a mere blog .without music...the songs are all my favourites...classic n new..I dont mind..I love music ..all sorts of genre...no choosing..............will listen to all.....:))))))))))


Sad to see hubby's  face..when he came back from work..today..it seems to me that he was so tired of his job..kept saying he wanted to quit..am always advising him n giving him some encouragement to face anything...with patience..........endure ..endure..n endure...............Poor hubby..if I could work..I will work..to stop him for worrying soooooo..much...................haiz:(((((


A bit ..disappointed today..waiting for Fiqq to call..but no calls ..maybe the 16th kilometer walk make him so tired...n exhausted..my prayers will always be with him....luv him so much...my one n only treasure I have in this world....so precious......................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday 17 June 2011

Friday 16th June 2011

Today I managed to cook my son's favourite...dessert..Kuih Tako...so yummy..................hope he enjoys it................http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=218342194866733&set=a.139769092724044.19667.100000728634364&type=1&theater

Baking n cooking is my greatest passion..I love it..soooooooooo...much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Alhamdulillah..arini sempat jugak buatkan anakku kuih tako..kuih kegemarannye ..harap2 dia suka....lah....hehhhe..... Memasak dan membuat kuih muih..mmg  minat ku...............suka sangat2.....bila bab baking membaking dan masak memasak ni..............................:)

Spanish eyes.......back street boys...............(17thJune 2011)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NgDnNLo3aQ4



I just love this song ..sooooooooooo..much :))))

Thursday 16 June 2011

Friday 17th June 2011

I just love friday ..dont know why..maybe because weekend is drawing near.....so happy ....am having a great time with my son......today....waking him up for his friday prayers..will be busy later to make his favourite dessert .."kuih tako",,nice n cooling ..with the aroma of pandan leaves..from the casing itself..luv it.......am resting a lot today...seems too lazy to start doing the routine chores...........

I love sitting in front of my pc..or my lappy ..hahahaa.lots of things that I can surf........it makes my life more meaningful..love to scroll  on poems and quotes,,,,,

I love this quote:::::::::
"We are often so caught up in our destination that we forget to appreciate the journey."

I feel like the last year as been one big journey for me and my family. And honestly, we have been so focused on reaching the destination to end this ride we have been on, that the journey was lost. And maybe, just maybe, that's where the lesson to be learned was............

Thursday 16th June 2011 >>>>>>>Am taking a new step..BLOGGING....

I just love writing........no particular reason.....writing n writing......how I wish I can be a writer..wakakkakakaka..LOL!!!....I finally decided to produce my own blogger...encouraged by my best friend cum sister,...Rita..n ..with the help of my niece..Nadiah...... A new phase..in my life....am ready to start writing........................


Minat betol dgn bidang penulisan........nak jugak jadi penulis....akhirnya ..saya da bertekad tuk hasilkan blog ..sendiri......didorong oleh teman rapat merangkap adik>>... RITA,...dan dgn bantuan ank saudaraku Nadiah......,,bermula lah..kini phasa pertama ..dalam penulisan blogger .......Yahooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Roselinda
Thursday 16th June 2011